When looking for playmates, you'll always run into some male Mus entangling you. There are dumb ones who can't even understand our requirements, repeatedly emphasizing the advantages we use only as a threshold. And there are smart ones who, following our words, immediately adjust and make promises. For the dumb ones, I can only say "depends on my mood" — playing the lute to a cow, saying more is useless. For the smart ones, I'm willing to type a few more sentences: Your preferences aren't wrong, we're just not suitable. You should go find someone suitable. Fundamentally, Uncle and Xiaoqian are both lacking and not lacking. It's just — when we've decided to spend time and energy cooking a table of feast, why would we begrudge spending a bit more effort collecting fresh and suitable ingredients? To put it nicely, even a clever cook can't cook without rice. To put it bluntly, making 💩 into a flower is still 💩 We don't eat 💩
About
Based in: Busan, South Korea. This place has been targeted so much — to understand us, please go find Xunmeng Little H House With fate we'll always meet. The story of Uncle and Xiaoqian never stops. Height 156cm, weight 60kg, Capricorn
Dynamics
#Uncle and Xiaoqian# You've made me laugh to death. In the unseen world, Uncle must be that dark-skinned yet darker-hearted, abstinent, pouty monk, who then met the little fairy, Xiaoqian. Otherwise, how could he only succeed in changing to "Hei Heshang" 😝 In the end, Uncle isn't a playboy at all — a Flower Monk really isn't suitable.
These two days Shengmo's melon (gossip) concentration is very high — there is a feeling of a renaissance, I'm dying of laughter Looking forward to more real players, rather than alt accounts, foot-scratching big men, and the Sloppy King
Are there older sisters to chat with? I'm practicing techniques for hitting on older sisters 😉
Other people fish, catching girls and golden 🐷. I just fished up a group of dark-room tenants (black room dwellers) 🙄️🙄️🙄️
Please support me 😊😊😊😊
I've done many things with Uncle, so lately I prefer personal and duo time, no socializing
Children's Day limited program, custom version Uncle really loves Xiaoqian, this coquettish monster
I haven't posted in a long time. Actually lately I've done quite a lot — our first 👫👫 has been achieved. Although it wasn't perfect, the relationship and the meetings with Uncle are getting deeper and deeper. I also talked to Uncle about my recent anxiety — completely confessing to Uncle my anxiety about how my current life of standing still and comfort will make this little friend fall further and further behind high-speed advancing Uncle. Even though I'm a Sub, I want to be a little friend who stands together with Uncle watching the clouds roll and unroll, rather than a delicate flower under Uncle's shadow. Obviously anxious, afraid of being seen by Uncle — the ugly, unbearable, struggling Xiaoqian still tearfully said that Xiaoqian wants achievements in life, and won't only be satisfied with the happiness of finding Uncle anymore. Uncle also said he has always supported me. Compared to being with people who cannot communicate equally and are drifting further away, he believes we can definitely overcome the hardships of time and distance on this road. We will both not become the other's tool person. Compromise and sacrifice are not in the name of love — all because of each of our selfish desires, wanting such a beautiful relationship and happy time. So we'll invest a bit more cautiously and grandly, and earn a bit more too. In the end, the lewd records were placed on Twitter.
Sometimes Xiaoqian and Uncle's rapport/tacit understanding is simply frightening. When we first met, we could understand each other's points. In the tugging, our hearts were stirred and our minds wandered by the other. Just together, separated by a thousand miles, with entirely different lives, yet like roundworms in each other's belly — always able to feel each other's mood from a few words. After a year together, we've reached the point where a sigh, a soft chuckle, a hesitation, even just different mood particles let us accurately sense each other's thoughts and intentions. And by now, in the rough exploration of a more intimate relationship, we have a new, seemingly somewhat mystical rapport. Uncle finished working out today, and as usual fed Xiaoqian spiritual food. He's just so handsome, honestly. It makes Xiaoqian want to show him off everywhere. Only today's was face-revealing. Xiaoqian was thinking about how to P it so as not to affect Uncle's handsomeness, when Uncle sent another face-less version. Such rapport. Of course, Xiaoqian thinks it's more because Uncle and Xiaoqian have the same desires — Xiaoqian likes to show off Uncle, Uncle likes to show off Xiaoqian, and their values regarding beauty, strength, vanity, and so on are consistent, so they can become more and more naturally tacit, tacit to a mystical degree
New toy — are there any older sisters interested in unboxing it together 👯♀️
The more I care, the more powerless I am. Uncle tested positive (yang). Xiaoqian can only worry blindly.
Even Uncle, with high EQ and IQ, isn't good at identifying 🍵 (green tea bitches) So what about your Doms? Is there any melon to eat and see
After making trouble all night, making enough of a fuss, I wrote countless analyses and admissions of error. The hole I dug myself, I have to fill myself. After sending it to Uncle, who was already asleep, I'll nicely wait for Uncle to recover and settle accounts with Xiaoqian. Only today do I understand why in all kinds of romance novels, when someone is sick, the two inevitably quarrel, fussing here and there. Before I thought these writers were making things up — a normal person who is sick has no energy to make a fuss, and even a love-brain wouldn't go that far, they simply wouldn't want to live. But when it happens to me, rational and thoughtful care is a matter of upbringing, not sincerity. Powerlessness and fear prove that novels all come from reality — it was I who didn't understand people's hearts, didn't understand true feelings. What exactly did Uncle do, to make Xiaoqian sense all this, in such pain, afraid and wanting to shrink back into her shell, yet drowning in it, trembling and handing over her true heart, enduring wind, thunder, rain and snow, enjoying thunder and rain — unable to tell whether it's pain or pleasure. It doesn't matter. I only wish it never stops.
Uncle's doting on Xiaoqian is a bit obscure. Xiaoqian acts coquettish and shameless — Uncle goes to the group to show off in the form of asking people to judge, and then Xiaoqian in turn comes to Shengmo to display the group chat and ask everyone what they think, showing off again. And yesterday, after Xiaoqian caused trouble and posted a Shengmo update saying Uncle can't identify 🍵 (green tea bitches), I also tricked myself into writing a reflection at midnight. Uncle sorted out his emotions in the morning, his body recovered a bit, and immediately in turn made a post saying the sense of boundaries has always been in his own control. Is this what Uncle calls a Dom following a Sub? So annoying — I was coaxed happily, and my fur was stroked smooth again. Thinking of Dai'an — yesterday morning I woke up and found Dai'an had made trouble, tearing the two rolls of paper on top of the shoe cabinet all over the floor — but the tissues had been there for several weeks already. Dai'an is angry because lately he's been separated by a mosquito curtain and can't sleep clinging to me (he hasn't learned that a head-butt will do), he can only meow outside the curtain, and Xiaoqian ignores him (forcing him to learn). The clingy freak Dai'an bore a grudge — he deliberately made trouble. Just like when he was a bit over one year old: my bestie came to see Xiaoqian, she was a bit afraid of cats, so when sleeping I could only drive Dai'an out of the bedroom. I didn't expect that the next night, taking advantage of me opening the door to go to the toilet, Dai'an rushed in through the crack in the door, jumped straight onto the bed, peed a big puddle on my bestie's spot, then immediately rushed out and hid under the sofa. Dai'an is not only forever a "boy" 😹 — later events proved even more that he's worthy of being raised by Xiaoqian. After complaining to Uncle, Uncle crisply and neatly said "Beat him once." I went at it, pointing at the shredded paper and educating him, while relaying Uncle's meaning the whole time. As expected, after the beating, Dai'an shook his head and groomed his fur, then jumped on the sofa and clung to me asking for pets. Normally he'd definitely crouch down, shaking his butt and tail, waiting for a chance to rush up and bite me once and run as revenge. I thought he really bore Uncle a grudge; I didn't expect he simply didn't think he was wrong — he was just deliberately making a fuss, expressing his dissatisfaction. Beaten is beaten, he's still Mommy's little cutie anyway. Purely both bad at it and loves making trouble — exactly like Xiaoqian running wild yesterday when Uncle was ill 😹😹😹 But Uncle definitely won't beat me — otherwise he'd feel he was being guided by Xiaoqian
Every day it seems something happens, and nothing happens.
Thursday to Sunday I'll be in Busan — looking for little companions who want to meet offline and communicate. Let's have a meal together~ Uncle, as an off-site guest, supports on-site video connection, and depending on the situation provides special services (I also don't know what Uncle can give — first I'll make it up to fool people)
Today's fantasy: Uncle in front of Xiaoqian fiercely and brutally Nue-cries (abuses until crying) others, while also sweetly, softly feeding Xiaoqian delicious food, hugging and coaxing — female Ms can only enviously watch Uncle doting on the little friend. Xiaoqian is especially satisfied that I'm the only one Uncle will dote on. I so want a Jian female M, who only covets Uncle's body and technique, to be a tool person for Xiaoqian's and Uncle's relationship
Uncle is almost recovered — super happy. He has strength again to accompany Xiaoqian and coax the little friend. So I started acting coquettish crazily 🤭
The pinned post is really a pair of noobs pecking at each other — one a rogue, one a charlatan. Uncle and I don't want to participate, but we can't stay silent toward the youths and newcomers to BD/SM who might be misled. It's also a small struggle for the circle's big environment. Deleting comments is the most boring. As Uncle's most considerate little friend, I'll go first, and urge Uncle to write a post soon too.
Men, don't talk to me. I get annoyed when I see you. It's not a sweeping dismissal of everyone, but in this Shengmo environment, there aren't many normal people who are still willing to proactively say hello — those who get it, get it If you want to play, contact Uncle @Hei Heshang. Also first ask yourself: are you handsome, is your technique good, or do you have depth? If you have none, at least have a good-looking female M, otherwise what would Uncle and I get out of it 🙄🙄🙄🙄 Older sisters are excluded. Uncle goes by my preferences, so hehehe, I bully you, you bully me — either is fine. Good-looking older sisters, everyone wants to cuddle them
Some people are indeed mentally ill. Not everyone, like Franklin, can become a good doctor by being ill for a long time. Everyone: if you're sick treat it, if there's medicine take it. Six of seven orifices open and you come out swindling, colliding with rogues for fake accidents — either you're having an episode or you're up to no good. Watching a free show has a cost: either being used or being disgusted. Shengmo also needs a Discipline Inspection Commission, otherwise there are too many demons and monsters — I can't even look. Who I'm talking about — whoever feels guilty knows
Noisy and bustling — Uncle coaxed the little friend, and the little friend also needs to coax Uncle. So I'm working especially hard to add bricks and tiles to the office series. (The original picture has been deleted. Let's see if this time there's still a "person" deliberately finding fault) I recommend everyone search "How to evaluate the making method of the Mousse cake?" — there's a surprise melon to eat.
How to evaluate the making method of the SM (Mousse) cake? No matter how many posts are deleted, there are always traces left.
The previous post got banned again. Guess whether customer service will reply to me about why — I'm going to consult now. She always reads and doesn't reply 🤷♀️
Lately I've lost weight and tried some new styles. Uncle has praised Xiaoqian for being more and more charming, and I can't resist starting to look for tool people to appreciate the fruits of Xiaoqian's efforts.
The day before yesterday I told Uncle Xiaoqian was torn between which place (Riyue Valley or Banyue Mountain). Today Uncle shared a set of hot-spring portraits of a wasp waist and perky butt. Xiaoqian and Uncle are both making different preparations 😝 Xiaoqian looks at locations, Uncle thinks about plots, hahahaha So Xiaoqian shared the room type environment she finally liked, and Uncle was very satisfied too. The two began to discuss self-driving, ordering takeout in advance on Pupu, what little tools to bring, what clothes to prepare... Although it's only a one-hour drive weekend trip, it's also the first small "trip" Xiaoqian and Uncle planned and went on together. I'm really looking forward to soaking and drinking with Uncle in the double garden room in the picture, but if more friends go together it'd be even better. Xiaoqian thinks three couples booking a villa together is also fun — it has a private hot spring in the garden, and mountain views on the second and third floors. Hotpot and drinking would be livelier 😆
Interesting people, come chat in the small in-circle group~ There is a threshold — not 💰, but your posts or self-introduction~ People without politeness and brains, don't Sao-disturb. If I'm unhappy I'll kick people out
Last night I met offline with Seventh Girl. I can only say fate is indescribable — one based in Busan, another based in Busan, and we actually met while on a business trip to Busan, and almost got to meet her family's big treasure 🤣🤣 First impression: when she doesn't speak, she has a sense of contrast, pretty OL (office lady) — but as soon as she speaks she's just like her name, truly fully-automatic cup cup. I didn't expect that in the end the topic ran to a four-person consecutive story. When I went out I clearly reported to Uncle that it was a story conference of the big treasure and the Seventh Girl 🤣🤣. I listened on scene for the whole thing, simply not knowing whether to laugh or cry. Looking forward to you sisters, brothers forming a quartet — I've given my suggestions. Looking forward to sharing practical experience.
People who steal pictures and steal copy/text are quite self-righteous — psychologically vulnerable and fragile Uncle and Xiaoqian don't need to steal pictures, don't need excessive P (photo-editing). Facing life's truth needs far more courage and strength than going and meaning-Yin (fantasizing). Figure 3 is evidence of picture theft and copy theft; figures 4 and 5 are Uncle's historical posting records. First, about the copy: Uncle didn't delete it because it was Uncle writing this that made me have an impression of him and led to all the later stories, and between us now we are exactly the ideal person and life Uncle described, so Uncle has always not deleted it like other posts. As for whether it's Uncle's own photo: Uncle is a muscular handsome guy. If it weren't for Uncle's looks and physique, I wouldn't have taken the bait. Uncle feels better in real life. Uncle doesn't need P when taking photos, so he picks angles especially when photographing Xiaoqian — Xiaoqian has also been working hard to make herself look better
On X I've written all this Friday's stories — looking forward to more interesting people joining
Not being a sweet girl today 😎
Are there any good-looking 4i guys nearby? There are two older sisters waiting... DM me and send a photo
Are there any interior designers? I need to design a TJ room
Before 1.11, looking for a nearby 4i. For details ask @Hei Heshang
I suggest you first distinguish the differences between 4i, pegging, and gay before contacting me. Also, looking at faces! Looking at faces!! Looking at faces!!! Saying important things three times
It was Uncle's first time giving someone flowers, and possibly his first time giving a vase — although it was an accident. Hahahaha, but it gave Xiaoqian an excuse to act coquettish and ask for more flowers whenever anything happens, hahaha. Continue to ask where the nearby 4i men are — looking at faces; for specifics look at previous posts.
Monday night I played with Uncle with the male M, Xiaotian. Uncle said Xiaoqian learns everything fast and could finally imagine what a soft, glutinous little-friend female S looks like — full of contrast. Xiaotian was pretty well-behaved, not annoying, and after the experience he was terribly excited, kept saying I'm gentle 😊 I just did: when Uncle said to let Xiaotian crawl over to watch me change clothes, I only allowed him to peek from the door slit. Then I asked him, isn't peeking wrong? Shouldn't he be punished by treating him the way he treated others? Xiaoqian is the most reasonable. In the end I dragged him to the door and asked him to choose opening the door or not opening it. Very considerate, not forcing at all. After reflecting, Xiaotian decided to proactively accept the punishment, so I opened the door and let him kneel and watch the mirrored elevator right across the door... I'm really too soft-hearted. We agreed on ten seconds; in the end, after just over four seconds I couldn't hold the door — bang! The door closed automatically and woke up an entire building in the middle of the night. It's also Xiaotian's fault ^_^ So I'm really gentle and soft-glutinous, right 😘 I'm close to recovering my pre-pandemic figure. On Monday I wore the outfit in the picture 👏 Lately I cut it short again, but if it's not my Tony it's just not right. Early in the morning I spent ages blowing and styling by myself to get it done, put on earrings. Colleagues said my look especially resembles the Witch Yoo-hee, I'm so happy. At night, when Uncle opened the door and saw me, his eyes were full of amazement — really happy. Whatever I play, I still most like to please Uncle. Joining anything, it's all for the two of us to play all kinds of games together, satisfying our curiosity
Two childish people had a quarrel in the afternoon. Xiaoqian cried, Uncle was fierce too, and both felt wronged to death. As expected, our premonition was right: we absolutely cannot work together. When working, we're both S, competing with each other and unable to understand each other. But life isn't only about work. Although we're both work-brained, when we don't do the same thing, we super understand and support each other, and when we play it's all kinds of PDCA (thinking about how Monday night, Uncle, Xiaotian and I started our ice-breaking by chatting about this and kept chatting about it, I'm pretty speechless). Xiaoqian is still a childish and sensitive little friend. Although she knows Uncle wears countless masks struggling in the business world, she'll still be affected in mood by his formal, polite words, always needing Uncle's repeated affirmation and expression: "No dislike, we just need to be together for a long, long time. My own family's little friend, I will accept everything... Next time you're unhappy, say it right away, don't accommodate me..." "That won't do, I just want Uncle to be happy, I want to please Uncle, and I need to try it first to know if I can do it. Next time I will be like this again and tell you afterwards" "...I can only beat you" "I'll keep being willful. If you beat me, I'll bite you" In the end it's again the two of us playing tricks/cheating with each other, childish ghosts +2 Uncle also went to the group and said in his next life he wants to be a sub, making all kinds of trouble with Doms. Useless — even if Uncle is a sub, he'll be found by Xiaoqian, who will continue to be clingy and shameless ➕ fearless 😛
Entering the fifth year, the two of us are getting more and more cloying and childish. There are always fresh things; we're constantly 'falling in love' with each other again. Wow kaka, procrastination missed a lot of recent content — I'll fill it in whenever: 1. Uncle returned from Yunnan, Xiaoqian went to pick him up at the airport after work; the two unlocked a modern-city date 2. Before Spring Festival, Uncle squeezed in time and finally made up for his promise to accompany Xiaoqian across the New Year ➕ setting off fireworks, and by the way unlocked L-ing (exposing) while driving 3. New Year's Eve's firework video, fifth year, 4. Back to Busan, Uncle and Xiaoqian had a long-missed video — Xiaoqian has grown up, but is still a little friend who can't leave Uncle, crying again to feel Uncle's sunshine The two of us always improving, and the two of us who've never changed — still so tacitly in tune, truly an irresistible mutual attraction. I'll fill everything in when I find the chance, I won't be a pigeon king (stand people up)
Uncle, drunk, couldn't resist calling Xiaoqian — hahahaha. Uncle is also an Uncle who loves acting coquettish, only like this in front of Xiaoqian 😊
Uncle says Xiaoqian must find 4 tool people within a month — otherwise the little friend will be punished, will be pierced with a ring, wuwuwu 🥹 Where are the tool people
Lately my body is rather weak. The night before last I sucked Uncle — absorbing yang to nourish yin, I felt vibrant again, like a dragon and tiger, I can beat up ten little Bos again 😁😁😁 That night I chatted with Uncle a lot, around last year's gaming experiences with different people. To sum up: 1, With a single woman, Xiaoqian is the most tired — I always have to bear the role of mobilizing emotions and can't enjoy it very well. Uncle felt it too — it lacked the fun of observing Xiaoqian 2, With a single man, Xiaoqian finds it a bit boring — it's always the same things over and over. Of course there's some vanity and novelty, but also some tastelessness (chicken ribs). Uncle's fun of watching the show is also insufficient 3, With couples, it's currently the best experience, but a suitable playmate, time, and so on are all difficult. Maybe with more couples this year it would be more fun On this basis, we also chatted about the cuckold topic. First, neither of us can accept Xiaoqian finding a boyfriend or marrying a green Mu (cuckold sub). Uncle, with his extremely strong controlling desire and possessiveness, would feel his power was partially encroached upon. Even if Uncle is still the Dom and the male M obeys and submits, only serving me, the reality is that apart from SM, when two people establish a relationship there will be all kinds of intersections and tugs. Life's trifles aren't only sexual relations. Uncle feels unhappy thinking that these things belonging to him and me are participated in by other people. 🤷 From Xiaoqian's angle, I also agree with this idea. Second, for Xiaoqian, I had this idea before because during the breaking-in period with Uncle I discovered Uncle can't be 'taken from as I please' like my previous relationships. I may like being the bottom in a DS, but my knowledge, personality and habits make me keep expressing and actively pursuing, gradually becoming the one giving the orders, i.e. bottom-up. So when I discovered my relationship with Uncle differs from my habits and expectations, I'd unconsciously start thinking about finding tool people to fill these unmet needs. But when I calm down and think deeply, I find I don't actually need these tools. My dissatisfaction comes from a lack of 'love'. Uncle gave Xiaoqian a full load of love, but not through the behaviors I imagined. And now I don't need these behaviors to stuff the duck (force-feed/fill me). Instead these behaviors will bring more trouble and destroy the understanding and love between us. So I also don't need more 'boyfriends'. Finally, Uncle, as a Dom, will still enjoy the controlling pleasure of NTR-ing others and others' pain, but doesn't want to be cuckolded himself. Xiaoqian can only be Uncle's alone. So let's develop a green Mu (cuckold sub) and have him make offerings. Xiaoqian may not have much fun, but accompanying Uncle to play, understanding and supporting — that's Xiaoqian's fun. Of course, we also chatted about Uncle's inevitable soft-heartedness under this possessiveness toward Xiaoqian. Xiaoqian is the one Uncle has recognized, so Uncle always wants to protect Xiaoqian. He can't take his treasured baby and bottomlessly try spiritual or physical Nue (abuse) and games. But he'll be especially angry at Xiaoqian's Jian hands (reckless hands) messing with cats and being scratched/bitten by cats and other unsafe behavior — a stick must serve, properly educating Xiaoqian to avoid her getting hurt again... Xiaoqian feels love and hate — already so miserable, and still to be beaten until my butt blooms. But Uncle really is loving me dearly. It feels like he takes the anger left in his heart by Xiaoqian's injuries and tells it to me through the whip — it's all Uncle's love. Obviously I'm very afraid of pain, yet I somewhat like it. Life is too hard 😭😭😭
I rarely write a long piece to share Uncle and Xiaoqian's discussion about relationships, but I estimate few people will read it. 🦊 was also harmonized (censored), but I'll still entertain myself @Hei Heshang. Reminding Uncle that the night before last, before sleeping, in a daze, hugging someone, he said, lately I want to write some sharings too By the way, let me denounce the black hand that destroyed Xiaoqian's beautiful new clothes — the collar is deformed
Uncle is quite concerned about the progress of finding a tool person. Xiaoqian is very helpless — I can only say most of them are ugly, fat, wretched men, who make people not even interested in replying to messages
Where are the strong laborers? For specifics, see the previous post
Tool-person standards 1. Good-looking, a good figure is most important. As for the face, if it doesn't work, wear a hood — out of sight, out of mind 1. Obedient — since you've come to be a tool, you definitely must follow our rules, whether you're an S or an M
Yes, we have a "child", @Hei Heshang — is there anyone who wants to meet this cute kid?
Last time my post got banned, which made me very disappointed in the tolerance here, so I gave up the idea of sharing. But Uncle encouraged Xiaoqian to write more, as an interesting record, and there's always someone who sees it, contacts me, communicates — so no matter where, thoughts have no boundaries. It wasn't until the first meeting, on the plane, that I felt a trace of reality, so thinking of "A Silent Voice", I photographed the moon at that time. And this reality also became unreal as our distance went from a few hundred meters to zero to negative, and then reality suddenly arrived in this swaying. Uncle had to go be busy, and the three days Xiaoqian had been full of expectation for were cut in half. This kind of reality always happens in our time together. Even if it's not Uncle, Xiaoqian has encountered too much, because we all have lives and work. Besides BD/SM, we have many ties to this world. Only with Uncle, Xiaoqian won't get entangled, or feel pain over whether she's being neglected. Because Uncle said companionship has many forms. Uncle would, when Xiaoqian's mood is low, use the vibrant beauty of nature to encourage Xiaoqian; would, when Xiaoqian acts coquettish, earnestly get up and take muscle photos to feed Xiaoqian; and would, when Xiaoqian longs, work overtime squeezing in time to make every hurried meeting feel fulfilling and leaving her wanting more. Some people will ask if Uncle and I ever quarrel? I thought about it and we really don't; I confirmed with Uncle again and we still don't. Because we both know quarreling can't solve problems, and Uncle is too good at stroking Xiaoqian's fur in the right way. When Xiaoqian just slightly hums with discontent, Uncle knows what's going on. But none of that matters. What matters is that any intimate relationship, including BD/SM relationships, will have many boundaries. Pursuing trust and ultimate pleasure requires the two to earnestly break in and confirm these boundaries. In this process, Uncle can shoulder the role of a Dom, and Xiaoqian isn't a doll either. A Dom should be in control, but if it's simple and crude, decided by a self-test sheet, or an agreement in a few words, such a relationship is only slightly better than a flesh transaction, probably like friends-with-benefits seen everywhere. Someone will always say a Dom must conquer a strong Sub to prove his own strength, but if it's just a vase, I think how would that look different from other men who use women to decorate their facade? Uncle always really enjoys observing Xiaoqian's state, because he knows if he's not careful, Xiaoqian might run off to a place he didn't expect. So the tug-of-war between him and Xiaoqian is full of fun — under the game rules, a well-matched contest is most enjoyable. For the diary I'll just cut to the third day, my New Year alone, hoping Uncle understands Xiaoqian's meaning.
