ๅฐๅฅ—ๅญ2

ๅฐๅฅ—ๅญ2, 20 y/o Verified

sub female

ๆ–ฐๅŒ—, Taiwan

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Based in: New Taipei, Taiwan. 123 Wooden person. Height 158cm, weight 46kg, Capricorn

InterestsModerate / No experience / <1 yr
Looking forChat, In real life

Dynamics

Sleepy

Everyone says youth is capital โ€” you must dare to take risks and dare to make mistakes โ€” but I don't want to waste myself and consume myself internally. When I meet someone I like, I'll work hard. If I have no interest, there's no need to come into contact

My most ideal way of life is living together with my Master, and keeping a male ๐Ÿถ to serve the Master together. If it were a Husky it would be very interesting โ€” full of energy. He'd be responsible for wrecking the house and I'd be responsible for being beaten. The Master wouldn't dislike my body after being used by the ๐Ÿถ, and could accept me being naughty like a little ๐Ÿถ ูฉ( แ› )ูˆ continuously developing and guiding me

This is really bigger than my thigh ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’ I'll wear it as a mask โ€” I can't even see my eyes ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Help โ€” a mosquito bit my butt

Tui (spit) โ€” it's nothing at all

When I'm alone, I feel so lonely

So annoying โ€” two years have passed just like this

I was cheated again... I hate liars; I shouldn't have believed a liar's words

So uninteresting

No matter how much I dilute this circle, the desire in my heart still wants to doggify uncontrollably โ€” I feel like I've lived my life in vain

I'm packing up, selling everything that can be sold. I don't know whether I can't bear to part with him, or simply can't bear to part with these things. I keep wanting to cry. Even now I don't know where I'm going โ€” it feels so uncomfortable

So sad โ€” I feel I can't be a good M at all. I'm not pretty, my figure isn't good, and I'm not smart...

My throat is so sore โ€” next time I won't raise my head so high. The wax still feels like it's there; I can't cough it out

I hate the life of being alone. Days without a Master are so hard โ€” every day is so boring, and I don't know who I can chat with. I've never been a person who can chat (โ—žโ€ธโ—Ÿ). I'm not interested in anything; browsing ๐Ÿ‘ (Taobao) I don't even know what new toys to buy.

The spot where the bandage is stuck is swollen and itchy (โ—žโ€ธโ—Ÿ) โ€” so sore; after two days it's still oozing ๐Ÿฉธ

Today I tried a new way of playing โ€” I feel I'm really amazing!!! เดฆเตเดฆเดฟโ— โฉŠ โ—œ.แŸ My throat is so sore, it hurts even to swallow saliva. While you're all still interested in me, let me try more new ways of playing~

I really witnessed what true shamelessness is

My throat hurts... playing with a gag until ๐Ÿฉธ โ€” so sore ๐Ÿ˜ฃ I'll definitely be careful next time

I don't know what's wrong with me either... I don't proactively contact others or chat. Every day I'm in a daze by myself โ€” I feel like it's only a matter of time before I'm done for I've been in the circle for about 4 years. My thinking still hasn't changed; I've just lost the enthusiasm of before, and I can't raise interest in projects and such. There's no intoxicated feeling. I want to lose my mind โ€” so annoying. I don't even know what I want to say. I so regret it. From now on I'll never dare put myself fully into SM again. What I want has always been simple too โ€” just don't cheat me, that's all

I still can't casually send out lewdness (fa q โ€” get horny) to others; I can't resist wanting to argue back

So embarrassing โ€” last night I played ZhiXi (suffocation), and there are many strangulation marks on my neck. Today when I went out, many people asked me what happened to my neck... I said a cat scratched it โ€” it doesn't look like that at all. Then I said I scratched it myself... So embarrassing. Next time before going out I absolutely must cover my neck

I played until my whole body hurt... but I still feel so empty (ใƒŽใธ๏ฟฃใ€) and I can't sleep again. So uncomfortable

Winter has come โ€” I can prick words into myself again โœง(โ‰– โ—ก โ‰–โœฟ)

My current state: I don't want to find a Master and don't want to communicate ๐Ÿค’๐Ÿค’ and I'm very lost; I don't know how to express my thoughts ( หšเฝซหš ) I also don't know how to define myself. When others ask me any question, I answer 'I don't know' โ”ญโ”ฎ๏นโ”ญโ”ฎ I hate it

So uncomfortable โ€” why am I so useless

For several days in a row I've been depressed, with no motivation to stream. Yesterday morning I finally played with myself until satisfied โ€” only then did I have motivation to stream โ•ฐ(*ยฐโ–ฝยฐ*)โ•ฏ and played with myself beautifully again

I just want to please the other person, so anything is fine. I'm worthless myself... Besides obeying, what else can there be?

Sad โ€” I'm always affected by other people's matters