Sleepy
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Based in: New Taipei, Taiwan. 123 Wooden person. Height 158cm, weight 46kg, Capricorn
Sleepy
Everyone says youth is capital โ you must dare to take risks and dare to make mistakes โ but I don't want to waste myself and consume myself internally. When I meet someone I like, I'll work hard. If I have no interest, there's no need to come into contact
My most ideal way of life is living together with my Master, and keeping a male ๐ถ to serve the Master together. If it were a Husky it would be very interesting โ full of energy. He'd be responsible for wrecking the house and I'd be responsible for being beaten. The Master wouldn't dislike my body after being used by the ๐ถ, and could accept me being naughty like a little ๐ถ ูฉ( แ )ู continuously developing and guiding me
This is really bigger than my thigh ๐๐ I'll wear it as a mask โ I can't even see my eyes ๐๐
Help โ a mosquito bit my butt
Tui (spit) โ it's nothing at all
When I'm alone, I feel so lonely
So annoying โ two years have passed just like this
I was cheated again... I hate liars; I shouldn't have believed a liar's words
So uninteresting
No matter how much I dilute this circle, the desire in my heart still wants to doggify uncontrollably โ I feel like I've lived my life in vain
I'm packing up, selling everything that can be sold. I don't know whether I can't bear to part with him, or simply can't bear to part with these things. I keep wanting to cry. Even now I don't know where I'm going โ it feels so uncomfortable
So sad โ I feel I can't be a good M at all. I'm not pretty, my figure isn't good, and I'm not smart...
My throat is so sore โ next time I won't raise my head so high. The wax still feels like it's there; I can't cough it out
I hate the life of being alone. Days without a Master are so hard โ every day is so boring, and I don't know who I can chat with. I've never been a person who can chat (โโธโ). I'm not interested in anything; browsing ๐ (Taobao) I don't even know what new toys to buy.
The spot where the bandage is stuck is swollen and itchy (โโธโ) โ so sore; after two days it's still oozing ๐ฉธ
Today I tried a new way of playing โ I feel I'm really amazing!!! เดฆเตเดฆเดฟโ โฉ โ.แ My throat is so sore, it hurts even to swallow saliva. While you're all still interested in me, let me try more new ways of playing~
I really witnessed what true shamelessness is
My throat hurts... playing with a gag until ๐ฉธ โ so sore ๐ฃ I'll definitely be careful next time
I don't know what's wrong with me either... I don't proactively contact others or chat. Every day I'm in a daze by myself โ I feel like it's only a matter of time before I'm done for I've been in the circle for about 4 years. My thinking still hasn't changed; I've just lost the enthusiasm of before, and I can't raise interest in projects and such. There's no intoxicated feeling. I want to lose my mind โ so annoying. I don't even know what I want to say. I so regret it. From now on I'll never dare put myself fully into SM again. What I want has always been simple too โ just don't cheat me, that's all
I still can't casually send out lewdness (fa q โ get horny) to others; I can't resist wanting to argue back
So embarrassing โ last night I played ZhiXi (suffocation), and there are many strangulation marks on my neck. Today when I went out, many people asked me what happened to my neck... I said a cat scratched it โ it doesn't look like that at all. Then I said I scratched it myself... So embarrassing. Next time before going out I absolutely must cover my neck
I played until my whole body hurt... but I still feel so empty (ใใธ๏ฟฃใ) and I can't sleep again. So uncomfortable
Winter has come โ I can prick words into myself again โง(โ โก โโฟ)
My current state: I don't want to find a Master and don't want to communicate ๐ค๐ค and I'm very lost; I don't know how to express my thoughts ( หเฝซห ) I also don't know how to define myself. When others ask me any question, I answer 'I don't know' โญโฎ๏นโญโฎ I hate it
So uncomfortable โ why am I so useless
For several days in a row I've been depressed, with no motivation to stream. Yesterday morning I finally played with myself until satisfied โ only then did I have motivation to stream โฐ(*ยฐโฝยฐ*)โฏ and played with myself beautifully again
I just want to please the other person, so anything is fine. I'm worthless myself... Besides obeying, what else can there be?
Sad โ I'm always affected by other people's matters