Wishing Shengmo better and better~ Wishing Brother Qiangzi forever 28~
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Based in: Taichung, Taiwan. sub Only the same frequency can resonate. Height 165cm, weight 48kg, Libra
InterestsModerate / Experienced / 4–6 yrs
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Not free, but peaceful/stable is fine too.
The new page is ugly to the point of exploding.....
I found many little companions very close to me — when free let's have a meal together~
The new version is great, I like it~ Wishing Brother Qiangzi's new event a success~
Can the group have a blocking function? Some remarks really destroy the three views.
It's raining, I'm in a bad mood.
In everyone's mind, what kind of S is a perfect S? For me, it's probably like a lover: you have common preferences, or he's willing to learn the TJ methods you like for you, willing to guard you, possess you, and you only need to trust him and be loyal to him. And then live happily together~ Haha, this is probably the first dream. ~ Qiqi, living in a dream
Half asleep and half awake, I felt someone gently entering me from behind... then probably wanted more; I woke up only to find it was just a hallucination... Have you had this experience? A spring dream leaves no trace~
I haven't logged in for a long time — lately my body isn't too good, I need to sleep at ten, and I'm busy with work in the daytime, so I have no time to think wildly at all. The result was that last night I had a spring dream — I dreamed of a boy I had a crush on in high school, still so beautiful, making me feel the urge to fall in love again.
Alas, I haven't logged in for a long time — I wonder if there are any little companions I know still here~
Mm… I'm back again~ The world is a circle: walking and stopping, I return to the origin.
"To be able to have, at the moment of parting, something that pains me to the core — how lucky I am"
I suddenly remembered the old Shengmo chat room — it was pretty interesting. Not a single proper/serious name; naked desire, without any mask.
When I was still a little girl, I was once very confused. Reality was originally very clear, yet people often couldn't see it clearly. I told them again and again, in the most direct and realistic language, but the result was that I became more and more isolated. Only after going deep into my profession and learning about more cases did I understand: so-called foolish ignorance is not a decline in IQ, but an inability to be calm — too many thoughts in the heart, such as fear, worry, arrogance yet not self-confident, wanting to love yet afraid of being hurt, calculating gains and losses in joy, always complicating simple things, blinding one's own eyes. People are like this, and human society even more so. Always lost in unease. ~ "Peace Hotel" Chen Jiaying
What does it feel like when your joys, anger, sorrow and happiness are not controlled by yourself… going back and forth on the brink of collapse… I hope depression patients in this circle can all find their own SM, letting him/her tolerate you, TJ you, heal you… But you must keep your eyes open, don't let yourself be hurt even deeper. Learn to love yourself before you learn to love others.
The fox said: "To me, you are just a little boy, no different from thousands and thousands of other little boys. I don't need you. And you don't need me. To you, I'm just a fox too, no different from thousands and thousands of other foxes. But if you tame me, we will need each other. To me, you will be unique in my world; and I to you will also be the only one in your world." ~ The Little Prince
Because the drowning is willing, even in death there is no need to be saved. -- The Little Prince
Why do I like control~ Every second of being controlled is like that time before 🌊 (the wave/orgasm) where you don't need to think, just follow instinct — it amplifies your pleasure countless times…
Eliminate internet trolls, resist online violence — start with you and me. We all know how terrible rumors are: spreading a rumor takes one mouth; refuting it breaks your legs running. What can't be calmly sat down and negotiated, instead of spewing fragrance (vulgarities) and abusive words at each other? First, think about your purpose in coming to Shengmo. If you came to make friends and look for an S/M, then a well-mannered image will add points for you. If you're just bored and looking for fun, watching without speaking is allowed too. But if you want to use your keyboard to tear into others (si b) and curse-fight, standing on a so-called moral high ground spraying others — then you're really not welcome here. You can have personality, but you can't have no bottom line. No platform welcomes this kind of user. Having finished with the users, let me talk about Shengmo… Just as an M is to an S, Shengmo's power is also given by its users. A good relationship definitely won't start from literary inquisition (speech censorship). People with their own thoughts won't lightly believe rumors. I still hope Shengmo will consider carefully, not overcorrect, and allow a certain freedom of speech. Don't have officials Cha-intervene (get involved) in every tiny matter. Even punishment can be a minor punishment for a great admonition (small punishment, big warning), giving everyone a chance to be forgiven. Double-banning (both parties) isn't the only way to solve problems. The founder can also appropriately keep a distance from users — that way mystery is maintained and it's not easy to be attacked. I hope Shengmo can find its own unique positioning, develop better, go far on the road of promoting subculture, and I also hope I can use these small personal opinions (/suggestions) to contribute a tiny bit of strength, and encourage one another with you~
Hazily I fell into a dream… In the endless darkness, shadows of all shapes kept sweeping by me, carrying a trace of malice, making me tremble… You ask how I saw them — probably because they have a form even deeper than black~ I tried hard to curl up into a ball, avoiding being hurt~ At this time I seemed to be in a God's-eye view, yet my body was imprisoned. Anyone who has dreamed should know what that feels like… Slowly I noticed one of the shadows didn't move; he just watched coldly from the side… As time passed, for some reason I began to pray in my heart for his mercy, to let me escape this dark shackle. Finally, when I grew colder and colder, entwined by the ubiquitous malice until I couldn't breathe, feeling like I was about to ZhiXi (suffocate) in the dream, he came to my side… The other shadows fled quickly. I don't know why, but from his ink-colored form I seemed to see a dazzling light. He carried me soaring through the dream~ Although everything was black, I always felt there was a beam of light accompanying me~ Every second was joyful~ Slowly I came to like this feeling of mutually accompanying each other, growing more and more reliant on him, trusting him~ and even, falling in love with him… But I don't know why, that beam of light grew dimmer and dimmer. We stopped at some moment. It was too dark — I could barely see his form clearly. I only know his hand affectionately touched my head, then gently stroked my spine. I leaned trustingly on his shoulder. In the end, with a smile, he opened a mouth full of fangs and swallowed me in one bite. In the dream, the light disappeared. Slowly opening my eyes, my mouth corners seem to carry a smile too.
I see some viewpoints like "this app can't be played without paying for a membership…" If you only post things like "let me see 🐻", "let me see legs", even if you pay for a membership no M will come to you. I've always firmly believed that an S will influence everything about his M — personality, aesthetics, values, and so on… Make your M live more positively, healthily, love life, have the ability to discover beauty, distinguish right from wrong, know when to advance and retreat, love herself… First, you yourself must achieve it. There are many ways to attract an M. Maybe one of your posts is especially interesting — she'll click into your homepage, look at your past posts. If you're an interesting S who fits her expectations, she will definitely take the initiative to come chat with you. If your head is empty, go read books, go recharge yourself. If you're stingy about outputting your own viewpoints, then if you're willing to throw money maybe you can get what you want too. All roads lead to Rome — don't complain about society's unfairness; think about what you can do yourself. If you don't have a TJ room, you can choose a hotel with good soundproofing. If custom torture tools are too expensive, you can modify them yourself. If you temporarily don't have an M, you can tie yourself up… If you truly love it, keep learning, keep improving — one day you too will have your own shining point, letting an M in the darkness find this star of yours~ On the day you transform into a big shot, will you still envy others?
Earlier in the group we talked about whether domestic violence can be replaced by SM, and we unanimously voted against it. I happened to see this article at Rope Master No. 48 and I'm sharing it with everyone. I hope the SM relationships we accept are equal, voluntary, mutually respectful, safe and healthy. "Things have a good side and also a bad side. Please subconsciously look at the good side, because our distance from evil is very close." — from "Rope Master No. 48"
Mm… at the beginning everything is beautiful, every second is delightful, but in getting along problems of all kinds are encountered… If left alone, the relationship will develop cracks, and then, each goes their own way.
At home I can only grow some small things…
Lately I really am a bit tired at heart, but I'm no longer a child who can retreat and hide in my parents' wings. I always have to learn to grow up and learn to bear my own responsibilities… I can only move forward, not backward.
People in the world bustle about, only seeking a few taels of broken silver. Yet these few taels of broken silver can relieve the world's melancholy. Can keep parents healthy, can bless children to grow. But these few taels of broken silver have broken childhood wishes.
The world is like a book — I favor this one sentence of yours, I'm willing to be a comma, staying by your feet.
Do you know what happens if you eat three red-heart dragon fruits in a row
Something you think is very precious may be worthless in others' eyes — what I mean is, don't impose your ideas on others.
I often feel I'm unsociable. I'll instinctively move a bit farther away from the crowd, and a bit farther… But I'm not someone who wants to be lonely either. I also want a friend I can talk about anything with, who can, in every moment when my mentality explodes, comfort me and accompany me. But now everyone is self-centred. Having this thought, I'm the same kind of selfish… Everyone is busy. Even replying to messages is out of politeness. There are no longer long nights where we can talk about anything. Gradually I just stop disturbing… And so we become islands, one by one…
I don't like chatting. If it's not me initiating or it's not a girl, please don't disturb. Thank you.
Moon baba I've come to place an order I want a moon in the shape of a little rabbit A moon in the shape of a little monkey I also want ones of a little pig, a little 🐶, a little kitten I'm going to open a moon shop If anyone thinks the sky is too dark Come buy one
Fifth day in hospital… About twenty holes poked… Twice they didn't poke well and had to redo it — both arms are numb… I feel like I'm about to become anemic 🥺
Good night, little tree. Good night, little flower. Good night, whole world~
So much that I want, and I'm left with only one — a shell/body I temporarily lodge in.
When a person's economic ability is only enough for basic living, should he start a relationship like this that costs time, effort, and money — and more than that, satisfies his physical and mental desires? Maturity isn't about your age; it's about whether you have responsibility, whether you have a sense of duty, whether you can properly handle your relationships with yourself and others. Keyboard warriors really are the most cowardly, most inferior people — pointing fingers at other people's lives, pointing fingers at other people's choices. Without understanding, you have no qualification to comment — isn't that right? If there were a choice — when you don't have a certain financial freedom and need to earn money to support yourself and your family — and such a person appears: he can give you a better work life, let you go more smoothly, be happier, and you also like him — would you refuse? Then if there weren't such a choice, and through your own continuous effort you achieved a certain financial freedom and economic independence — if at this time the choice were a person with ability similar to yours who needs to share expenses together — would you refuse? I wouldn't refuse either one. If life has a shortcut, that's not necessarily a bad thing. If not, then steadily walk your own road. In a relationship, unless it's a transaction, there's no absolute fairness; it's always mutually owing each other, mutually accompanying each other. Isn't that what you want? The economy is the foundation of everything. It's not that SM is a game only rich people can play, but rather: without money, with a hungry belly, where would you get any amorous interest to speak of? Why should a relationship where money, time, and effort were given be more despicable than a relationship where only time and effort were given? Money is also exchanged for time and effort. Willing to give, and yet being accused? People who aren't willing to give anything, who only have a mouth to speak ill of others, only deserve to enter the tongue-pulling hell. Phew, lately I've been too full of resentment — really unhappy
Every time I'm in a bad mood, I come up and look — all kinds of people, all kinds of strange things; they're all very interesting.
I want to say something, but I don't know where to start… There will always be various accidents that disrupt all your plans. Wanting to be with the person you like and do things you like also becomes very difficult. When morality and desire stand on opposite sides, how should you choose?
Let's be a bit more comfortable/relaxed this year~
Actually I rarely think about what others need. I'm very selfish — I only want to get what I want.
From always wanting to say something, to learning to shut up — many times, actually your viewpoint isn't important at all.
I haven't logged on in a long time — lately the pressure is a bit big, so I came up to look Peeking at the screen is really so happy — occasionally envious, accustomed to loneliness
Happy New Year! Wishing us forever young, forever passionate~
I've met many people and heard many stories, most of them sad, including my own story. Someone said SM is just a game… Indeed there are more and more passersby who come into the world of Dom and Mu for a spin, holding a playful attitude, then turn around and leave. When others ask them, they'll say, this was just a game~ We're all players, where would there be real feelings? The emotion between a Dom and a Mu really isn't love — how could love be worthy of it? Too selfish. As a Dom, he must control everything of the Mu: the Mu's health, diet, excretion, thoughts, study, sleep, even the frequency of breathing. At the same time he bears the responsibility of taking good care of the Mu. The Mu will hand over everything of herself, enduring the Dom's rewards, punishments, TJ, control — all things are given by the Dom… Such an emotion, how can love compare with it? Someone told me: you won't find one, better to find an honest man and get married; if you want to play later you can book a training session… If I truly love it, how could I let my hobby be equated with cheating? What you are like, the circle you're in is like. If you let the relationships in the circle be a chaotic mess and even participate in them, then when the avalanche collapses, no snowflake is innocent. If, if you truly love it, then waiting is also a kind of enjoyment. I will live well, love learning, and wait until the day I meet him — then I'll be the best version of myself. The time may be very long, but at 30 or 40 am I not a Mu anymore? At 50 or 60 is he not a Dom anymore? We'll always meet; that day will be the most beautiful day.