[Food plastic wrap ❌ warehouse packing film ✅] - The body inside the film sweated, the steam condensed into mist droplets. In the air-conditioned room there's a toy that feels scalding hot to touch - I have to say, super super happy — wrapping up the man I like - Cut a few holes at the key places — it's also very comfortable to use. If I don't want to hear sounds I plug the mouth. If I want to use the tongue or 'there', I sit on top. Everything until I'm satisfied - The material has enough binding force on men — basically there's no way to break free. This was the first time I had this kind of total-control experience, different from any form of binding or pressing. Satisfying my possessiveness brought a sense of security. At this moment I can hug (him) as long as I want — he isn't going anywhere - At this instant, I completely own you
About
Based in: Yokohama, Japan. 2020: 🐶 always understands love better than cats Do you understand? Height 166cm, weight 45kg, Pisces
Dynamics
- Answering a delivery call, GouGou really failed. I didn't keep a normal tone — it directly made my usually very proud self cry with anger. This sense of humiliation is really excessive... ❌
GouGou doesn't like sleeping alone, and likes even less waking up alone
Before, people told me that after reading my posts it was like an unreal fantasy. Many people said they're really envious — does an M like this really exist? My answer was always: I have a good Master. Looking back, it really was exquisite SM — even on myself, it's something you can only encounter by luck, not seek. I can't find that feeling now, so the memories are so precious. Perfect SM needs perfect love to give birth to it, and intact love precisely needs an intact heart. It tolerated my desires — conquest and submission, respect and appreciation, and the important trust. If a girl's love is damaged/deficient, there is no perfect M anymore. If I delete them I'll forget. Originally there should have been over a hundred posts... Maybe I'm a bit lost/down, but if there's no future, the past has no meaning either. If there is a future, maybe new memories will be created
- I feel that if a male S truly falls in love, he'll also become cute and clingy, meticulous like with a daughter — helping you put on clothes, squatting down to tie your shoelaces, feeding you water and food, wishing he could do everything for the other person. Cold to the outside or stinky with his bros, in front of you he'll take off his mask, bury himself in your arms, rest on your lap and act coquettish, liking a person so much he suspects he's been put under a spell - This kind of infatuation doesn't distinguish by attribute or age. And only at this time, doing SM and doing a power exchange, is the happiness obtained higher than everything, because the other person is the same, starting from the bottom of the heart without reservation
Everything I worked hard to write got locked. I don't know why I spend over a hundred yuan a month on a membership — isn't it just to share a bit of my life and buy a recommendation 😓😓😓? Those who post feet every day, advertise every day and act like 🐔 — so disgusting — why aren't they banned?? If you delete my posts, Shengmo might as well mute me 😁😁 After this wave, I won't write anymore and won't buy a membership either
A few clips inside really hit my G-spot 😭😭 I used to think I was just K9; later I found that meeting the right person, DDLG is also a brand-new enjoyment. The only flaw is, if it could be a bit more intense it would be better Young n is indeed sinful, and there was a comment saying "We r going hell anyway so we need more episodes."
Can't that little brat just die
Teaching you step by step how to tame me, just like a fox
09/23/21 Today, for the first time, I learned you wished I didn't exist
[One more toy]
The 🐶🐶 from before: So lucky today, I found a cave. Although it rained and it's a bit cold, it's okay The 🐶🐶 now: That nest is really so uncomfortable — I need to sleep on your bed
Punish me, and I will learn. Coach me, and I will grow. Trust me, and I will be.
🐶🐶 doesn't say it, but also won't forget. Trauma is forever accompanied by a shadow
Each thinking of the other, loving the other, trying hard to get used to everything. Don't get better before me, don't forget before me
Seriously, looking for a fixed gaming partner! Just someone better than me — preferably a night owl Playing games is a way to get through hard days, I guess
Eating a canned mackerel Thinking of the vinegared mackerel with you at the izakaya Being abroad for a long time makes you homesick But I absolutely mustn't break down
Life is like a box of chocolates — you never know what flavor the next one will be But I'm a 🐶 — eating chocolate will kill me
If it weren't for you Where would I belong
There's a story: once I also had a baba who loved me, loved me very, very much, more than anyone. Lately he doesn't love me anymore. After that there was nothing more
Want to play a game?
If you happen to see this, I want to say I really liked the feeling of being filled and invaded by you back then Although lately there's been a bit of emptiness
I want... someone to ask GouGou every day about eating and sleeping, listen to the things that happen in GouGou's life, share my happiness and comfort my grievances, care about me, be concerned about me, accompany me, pay attention to me. GouGou will perk up her ears to hear what you say, tuck her tail when you're angry, wag her tail and act coquettish with you. And then GouGou will think of you every day, wait for you, cling to you, and can't leave you, ah...
It's a bit cool today, ah I feel like I need a man who can be a footstool
Honestly, the male-female ratio in the Shengmo circle is too imbalanced, which makes women's requirements for their own aesthetics really much worse than in a normal life circle. Don't think women dominate this world — because as long as you're female, you don't even need to be outstanding; in the eyes of most men in this circle, you only have sexual value, so they don't care about your other value at all. Let's talk about photos: as long as there's a bit of Sao, male S will come. Even if male S doesn't appreciate it, post a cheap stocking foot photo and even the bottom-of-the-food-chain male M will be willing to Tian (lick). Similarly, I feel that finding a man with normal thinking who fits in all aspects to properly play SM with is also very difficult — is this app about to die?
Today's complaint (lao Sao): cute boys can't last until things go further 😮💨
We're all adults — how could anyone blindly trust/obey the other person? Sometimes it's just a kind of fascination
Every day in other people's comment sections shouting 'follow for follow, follow for follow' — are you S or are you beggars?
The moon is so round, so bright. I fantasize about you looking into my eyes, warming my hands, speaking in my ear, protecting me, letting me keep going
Don't refuse to meet because you're afraid of losing. Having embraced each other once is already a wonderful thing.
Literally having a crush San value dropped 30%
Officially entering a relationship now. My boyfriend is a vanilla outsider. I used to play so big — now I really don't want to touch anything from the circle anymore; I want to properly run a relationship. When we're intimate I still can't help wanting to go in that direction. Hearing him say he wants to bite me but can't bring himself to do it, I got emo directly again. I shouldn't tell him about me being an M, but it keeps weighing on my heart. Liking a person makes me want to be tormented by him, as if it's my nature. I flipped through my photo album — compared to him I feel unbearable to look at. I want to be a normal person and hide all of the past away. I used to always think their love for me was only because of my GouGou side. Now I've finally met a relationship outside the circle, and I want you to be spotless/pure
Help / save me If I didn't play SM, I really wouldn't know what sex is for
This relationship is very shallow, but I can predict it will bring me rapid growth, so I will treat it seriously and cherish it in my own way
Facts prove that getting into this circle doesn't necessarily sink you deeper and deeper. I'm an example of a heavy-taste person turning vanilla. You can indeed get a sense of satisfaction, and when feelings are involved you won't be so lost
Lately I've become depressed again. I can't find the reason and don't know how to solve it. The sunshine is great, my grades are great, he's great too. Nothing has changed compared to before, but for no reason I keep having emotions revolving around him — wanting to push him away, yet wanting him by my side. Sometimes I want to sever everything connected to him, but actually none of it has anything to do with him
A sealed K9 soul
There was a time when we were all that earnest little M. Whether it was a confession to our Master, admitting a mistake, or a daily diary, we could write so many words from the heart. That feeling was like being saved, like a stray Gou (dog) being taken home, like finding where we belong. We were like little lovesick fools, giving 100% of our feelings and focus, admiring and depending on the excellent, reliable him — loving him. We hoped it would stay like that forever: being his little Gou, protected and disciplined by him would be enough. Until one day, those Doms/Ss disappointed us without exception. Maybe it's because we grew up, so they can no longer cover all that is within our sight. In the end, you walked your own path after all. You discovered that loving a person doesn't need to be that bone-deep. You discovered you no longer want to experience DS through and through. You discovered no one is worth that much. You can take responsibility for yourself now — and the sickness is cured too.
My boyfriend and I have also progressed to the point where we'll take lewd photos while doing it. At first it was me, while playing with him, unable to resist keeping a memento. He didn't seem to mind very much. Later he very consciously used my phone too. Then I think again of after I let my guard down with my ex, he sent my photos and the things I'd done to his friends to show off. At the time I even wanted to kill myself — it really is a huge shadow in my life. No matter when, creatures like that are never worth trusting, so you must protect yourself.
I was the one who promised you I'd go back. I went back on it. From which day did I knowingly choose to be selfish, making promises I wouldn't keep? From the moment I no longer expected that one day you could truly belong to me, I stopped hurting. I don't need to trust you, and I don't care that you chose someone else. Recalling those painful pasts, I just don't care anymore. What I say to you changed from "you owe me" to "I don't owe you". We really have drifted apart, and in my heart there isn't much room for you anymore.
She (semen) in the eyes really can't be washed out Everyone, be careful when playing
After living on my own for a while, I'd again from time to time really miss the feeling of having a Daddy — but there's no way around it, people must be strong, people must grow
Six months in, I finally shaved my boyfriend's hair down there
Shengmo is really getting more and more boring, it can't compare to other apps.. The reason I still keep it is probably memories, and that this is my only connection to the past
Since that last breakup I've only wanted a situationship, but then I ran into a faithful one... it took two months before I got to eat him, and then found he's super clingy and treats me super well, and he learns SM really fast too...
From February to now we've been dating five or six months, ah — my most normal relationship
I finally got what ydgc (vaginal orgasm) is! I always thought I'd never reached it because of my own problem, and thought there was no hope. Then I found it has a lot to do with the guy too. The first time was with a sea king (player), my consciousness was unclear at the time and I don't want to elaborate. Later it was with my current boyfriend. Yesterday was the most obvious — I was sure I gc'd (orgasmed) twice. Yesterday I wasn't even feeling very lewd, we didn't play anything, and foreplay wasn't long. The common point is keeping a certain best angle and depth, not too forcefully, for long enough. Because if it's a bit forceful or intense, I'd want to squeeze out or stop and rest, and couldn't stack the sensations layer upon layer many enough. Even my ex S, whose XP (kinks) were the most compatible with mine, never got me there..