Sad, today I received no flowers
About
Based in: USA · New York. This is a newbie who just entered the circle! My self-perception is k8, I like rope bondage, bbw, G cup, hip circumference 118, I like the feeling of ddlg (read-no-reply means by default no interest) Height 163cm Weight 65kg Cancer
InterestsLight / No experience / <1 yr
Looking forIn real life
Dynamics
Work, off work, eating, drinking, sleeping make up a boring me. I always feel life shouldn't be like this
An old photo from when I was even thinner 👿
I don't want to meet new people; old people think I'm too troublesome and don't want contact. I really hope someone can get through my thorns to approach me and sincerely like me. Really contradictory
So I, kill my way a thousand miles
Sleep
I hate mosquitoes… a mosquito bit my foot
Got drenched in heavy rain going home
New Chinese style
Actually I'm a person who idles around all day with nothing to do. My empathy is strong; seeing some things makes me want to cry, makes me want to sleep hugging a plushie every day. Actually I'm a very boring, very quiet person, but because of work I have to speak loudly, and I've gradually become desensitized. I often cross the city alone to eat delicious food in streets and alleys. I like alcohol and folk songs, yearn for poetry and faraway places, but am always shackled by reality. I often have insomnia at night, crave someone to love me, but I'm unwilling to take actual action myself. I often feel I'm a cute person, and also feel I'm a Jian (base) person
Today's ootd～ looking for a master, the kid is going crazy from loneliness (come with a brain)
Candle dripping (did it myself)
Seriously, does no one like me
Stray cat (like me)
Squatting for a dom. I'm in fifth grade, I'm the hygiene committee member, that's an official post, I won't disgrace you. I've dated twice; although I'm still young, I'll love you for a long time and accompany you till old age. For games, I'm the highest rank in the whole school, Gold 2. Every time I enter the school, a big crowd says the great god has come. Just follow me and lie down and win. I like you, so you must like me. It's your honor that I fancy you; if I don't fancy you, don't bother me. I also have a ghost-fire (motorcycle); I can take you for a ride, pick you up and drop you off at school. My people are under my protection. Whoever dares touch you touches me
Although it's a bit early, the Dragon Boat Festival still needs a sense of ritual. Zongzi leaves, glutinous rice, honey dates are all prepared; there's one thing left, I'll leave it to you — you prepare the mugwort.
😭 Must see Nanqing perform live once more
Happy birthday to someone else's dad
I, standing upright, was struck hard by life, and I fell down; but I strike the upright niuniu (cock) hard, and niuniu still stands upright — maybe niuniu is more suited to facing life than me
Really want someone to accompany me
Seriously, sometimes I really want a daddy to accompany me
Is this app dead? Why is no one chatting with me (come with manners)
The tattoo looks good
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Saw this morning someone eating their own gold (feces) — yue, I'm going to vomit, so disgusting
Mr. Dong Erqian of a great dream
Drink up and go home
When you like someone, everything you do is willing, base (Xia Jian), extreme — things that look unreasonable to outsiders, taken as sweet as syrup Without the craving of life-or-death at one glance, a life with no ups and downs and bland emotions is suffocating (Zhi Xi). Maybe I should explode into a firework at the edge of the sky
My nails are too long, it took an hour to change the nail (piercing), numb
👠 Pretty and goes with everything — who on earth is saying wearing them looks like a 🐔
Happy birthday to myself
Seriously, why do you keep following me when I post — DM me
Bad afternoon
Real forced love is Alipay transfers; WeChat, no matter how much is given, always has a feeling of being tested
Looking for a master
Still like watching art films, like quietly listening to songs in a daze, like reminiscing about old friends, like the humid air on rainy days, like green, like sleeping hugging a cat, like living alone. Occasionally I'll also think, someone entering my life and asking me, do you want to eat together today — but I know clearly the psychology of people who get close to me. Want to go back to the past. Will there be a day I fall asleep and wake up to find it's a calm, stuffy afternoon in eighth grade, with a beloved novel in the desk, my good friend as deskmate, she wakes me and says we're going to PE class, then I find I didn't do my math homework and hurriedly calculate problems…… Growing up I found everything isn't as good as imagined. Living away from home alone, sometimes walking on streets crowded with people, I feel like I'm wandering, but also feel, I should have become the adult I wanted to be, right? I can do many things I couldn't before; financially free, I can travel and eat delicious food. As a child I thought, if only I could eat hamburgers every day. Now grown up I can eat hamburgers every day, but there's less of some fun. My slow-to-warm personality makes it hard for me to make friends; occasionally someone shares their daily life, just a few sparse sentences…… Occasionally late at night I feel lonely; I comfort myself that sleeping will fix it. My figure is also okay, big chest, big butt, and I look quite cute, and I can be a 🐶 for someone I like — why is it so hard to have people who persist in contacting me
……so tired to death
Tongue piercing share～
Drinking poison to quench thirst. My self has appeared with a flaw; I hope to be filled by others from the outside, so I build a relationship, and in the relationship obtain brief satisfaction. But such satisfaction is a cup of poisoned wine that quenches thirst. Your self has not become complete; in this relationship you obtained brief satisfaction, and also obtained an ever-bigger gap at the same time. You have not become a complete, self-consistent individual. You're only transferring the pain and contradictions in your life
You're also quite captivated by me, right
“Other people and the teacher put on one face in front and another behind (one set in front, one set behind); only me and the teacher: 13 hours, 14 sets (condoms)”
And the only thing I can show off (zhuang bi) with is my underwear
Tongue piercing
No cheap man
Looking for a master
So anxious, what to do
Intro post 1 I'm a newbie but not a shabi (idiot), I just haven't practiced; I still understand theoretical knowledge 2 Hate people who right away say they want to take me in. Ban disappointing men (xia tou nan). No hookups, no sessions; I want to save my first time for my own master Hate people who right away ask disappointing questions. Hate stupidity. Best read my homepage and understand before DMing me 3 Good temper only toward people with quality/manners 4 The door (men) is to filter out freeloaders, sex-scammers, those who try to move me with so-called emotional value from typing and chatting — sorry, I'm not that kind of silly person. I myself don't particularly lack love; I rather admire strength, so before DMing me, first look at what you have that's worth me liking. You're nothing more than liking my figure; I have requirements, that's not excessive, right 5 About me: in school I was a "three-good student"; in high school I was vice president of the school student union; in vocational college I slacked off; already working, monthly salary 8-9k; I like reading, rock and whiskey; I don't talk much, only nicer to people I like. Hate stupidity, hate stupidity, hate stupidity — self-righteous idiots don't come find me! The id is real