又要开始发癫了

又要开始发癫了, 30 y/o Verified

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Seoul, South Korea

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Based in: Seoul, South Korea. All kinds of NPD, please stay far away from me INFP (tender butterfly) Leo (fake) quick to warm up (when I sense affection my pig brain overloads) Rich in theory, shallow in practice Wandering around for over ten years, busy observing the people, things and myself here I clearly know I want a long-term 1v1 DS relationship Getting to know someone is a long, complicated process that requires sincerity It would be even better if we could slowly get to know each other through everyday chats I will treat a relationship very, very, very seriously So I'm actually pretty easy to fool hahaha Height 186cm Weight 90kg Leo

InterestsLight / No experience / 10–20 yrs
Looking forChat, In real life, Marriage

Dynamics

Although relationships developing to the end becoming a tearing war has become commonplace in this place, each time I still sigh 'how can such a person also find an S/dom' Perhaps besides basic conditions, courage is also crucial Or perhaps for these people, casting a wide net fundamentally doesn't need courage; in short, after this weight-loss success rest, introverts also desperately be bold once!!

My persistence seems to have no meaning Why not go have fun in time too

Nothing is more off-putting than a dom I followed for a long time suddenly doing 💰/dating T Although people have their own aspirations……

Spiritual pursuits always need some bondage; when the life within eyesight is willing to take love, the other as constraint, perhaps that's the start of all romance Yet the most intimate relationship, the bond most directly reaching the heart here seems like a dream within reach yet far away. When sex wears the outer coat of a game, letting our desires act recklessly, it's only after a hearty grand YY leaving a messy status quo and still unfilled emptiness.

This world is just a huge sugar tangerine You say (chew chew chew) this thing (chew chew chew) who (chew chew chew) researched it (chew chew chew)

Me, who seeing others sad always can't help but go up wanting to emit maternal radiance

Who is still at work now? His salary must be very high, right Oh it's me Then it's fine

Whose little wild cat doesn't sleep at midnight, making noise in the corridor If you're slow, it's gone!

Happy New Year! Happy New Year! Happy New Year! Use a very decisive thing as a start! Very sense of achievement! Cheer up!

Jian Wang 3, is there anyone to play together! PVE is okay! PVP can't! Can do dungeons together!

Reviewer, are you 🦌 dizzy? In the square that big golden enoki mushroom can't you see it?

Today's emo portion It's early, but after all I'm going to sleep hahaha sigh Also, here there really is no one who can chat normally anymore Already several days without normally speaking a few sentences

The day with the most dynamics is God of Wealth Festival, really ironic enough (shrugs)

Take in a dom, request obedient and brainless, no follow back Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha (crazy)

Is it only I who will poke and beg to go online hahaha I feel people who treat relationship dynamics with heart and write very seriously mostly are no longer online

Doing the harmful act of throwing a stone hitting someone and still accusing the other of being a 🐶 barking too loudly — people who can talk about empathy can also be an extreme contrast 🤔🤔 Broken people walk muddy roads; so-called empathetic people won't care about him walking stumblingly and with difficulty, only dislike his mud-covered clothes, even their gaze won't linger

Left Seoul A scenic area taking people to disco, streets full of road-rage drivers, no matter who you ask where is fun you'll be answered there is none — such a city Won't come again (Hulatang, huimian, dapanji are delicious)

Clearly there is a fitting and extremely deep affection, but those dynamics that once looked very sincere, passionate but now feel a bit showy, flamboyant — with what kind of mood were they posted? I actually have started to not find these things strange anymore. Thinking about it too, each time efforts made because being deeply touched are often coldly ignored, I even cannot believe such sincere words are merely to set up a persona. On the contrary, seemingly cold even unfriendly S/doms, even for a somewhat self-intoxicated thousand-word introduction or a long bellyful of complaints, can carefully read it to the end and speak heart-to-heart for a long time. This world really is a huge contrast.

Rarely someone proactively follows me

At the start: Dare to provoke me, watch me go full firepower! 😼😼😼 After ending: I really deserve to die I really deserve to die I really deserve to die woo ah ah ah 😭😭😭😇😇😇 (fiercely slapping own mouth)

"I also want to give you a lot, but I myself am broken" "I feel sad, not because you deceived me, but because I can no longer completely trust you"

《Then do you have a girlfriend》

If not for that afternoon's bug I would have forgotten I used to be an abstract player too

Same person same experience, a few years ago gave hope, a few years later brings despair, really a strange feeling A state that hasn't appeared in a long time is here again Tired

Stay up late again and I'll really suddenly die soon Brain hasn't been awake since getting up, dazed (Crazy Sunday is here again, can three stamps really be used up by someone?)

😸😸 Stay a few more days I'm about to feel I'm abnormal..

Tears wet the small rice cake, sweet and glutinous and miss her 😭

It manipulates me I embrace it

A man aspires to leave his hometown, vows to earn a million In an electronics factory on night shift, tears wet the pig's trotter rice Gone! Working hard looking! Still haven't found! Don't know in a few months see you!

People who read and don't reply Passionate cockroach go to your house and bounce cha cha oh

On the fifth day of return, I thought I finally met a normal person! I was actually happily preparing to chat well She suddenly decided to grow into a 💰s Yes, just suddenly transformed without any transition, so sudden I don't know how to describe this suddenness... Ah?? Is something wrong?? Am I a sufficient and necessary condition?

I, because of messy private life, no restraint, unfortunately infected with sjz Always dare not tell family, now I'm not going to work, can't eat, every night can't sleep, very painful, my mind only thinking of fierce attack fierce attack, recently also started hallucinating, vaguely seeing myself seem to have become some dam god Asking if there is a peak war god to prescribe some medicine for me, can give you Liu Tao

Every scar is proof I crave to depend on you Is your most extreme love and violence Really hope this isn't just a game Want to bear all your darkness, emotions and past I am willing to offer my unreserved self, and please you believe My faith, following and never leaving nor abandoning

Heartache, empathy, then rejected True heart? Sincerity? Heart-soft god? … Laughable

What kind of feeling is this Severe pain continuously attacks from the left chest, bean-sized sweat beads keep seeping on my forehead Already can't hear clearly whether it's laughter or what's being said beside my ear Dare not make a sound, strive to restrain the wailing I want to emit into a muffled groan … … It turns out sometimes I will also enjoy endurance under these shames … Lifting my shirt, looking at the bruise in the mirror that's a bit green Will suddenly recall the scrutinizing gaze when we first met, fingertips a bit bright under the light, faint fragrance from hair, slightly pursed mouth corner… …… a bit miss her For people without much experience this really is a very strange feeling Really perverted enough (joy)

Of course I know it's boring Because I also feel it's boring I'll just in a corner no one cares about bit by bit completely rot away

Sometimes I think, how clearly must one live to count as clear Perhaps all kinds of things people disdain and spit on can be found as shadows on oneself After all I've seen too many people who claim to be serious and responsible, their truest faces when facing sincerity But is my self-thought sincerity also self-moving in others' eyes Of course not! Lueluelue

As long as it's not a principled issue, I think no one should casually fail the other's trust before a conflict occurs Or even if a principled issue occurs, no one has the right to judge others A so-called superior's demeanor and cognition really shouldn't be low to this extent It's just another selfish person discovering a circle where they can arbitrarily exploit others' weaknesses to plunder, starting to recklessly vent desires Here it's smoky and messy, mostly thanks to you

My life is about to welcome another huge gamble

Today with 20k steps I've indeed gotten tired into a silly egg My nonexistent sister If you post a dynamic today I indeed can't fish you out in the square

Female riders are really handsome… wow…

🤔 As expected, I look very off-putting

I want possession and no reservation I want the most steadfast choice I want to be seen But I look up at these superiors They enjoy worship and adoration Living on the flesh and offerings of inferiors It's as if Gods won't care Gods won't pity their believers

Although but I really want to complain about the first skit

4 days average 25,000 steps speedrunning Guizhou Seoul → Seoul → Seoul → Seoul → Seoul However you shoot Guizhou it's green! Green mountains and green water materialized! Was teased for posting dynamics as Moments Aside from the reason of finding an emotional outlet in a place where no one knows me Even more I want the future sister To be able to see the bits and pieces of my journey along the way I have been taking good care of myself, obediently waiting for you (Although occasionally taking a class or something…) I hope you are too (I allow you to enjoy happiness, although thinking about it I'll still be angry, but it's better than being scammed by a scumbag) If you're not happy Come find me quickly! (I'm probably crazy, started talking to the void)

Hahahaha oh my god hahahaha really want to die

A very terrifying experience People when old really easily get disliked But if can't find it, can't find it Still the butt is important

Before sleeping I didn't pull the curtains well and was woken by light coming through Just feeling annoyed yet saw a very beautiful moment Misfortune is where fortune depends, hee hee When a person is unlucky to the extreme it's time to turn luck 🤤🤤

Death is not the ending, dead wood meets spring again. Old life sleeps deeply, achieving an endless beautiful dream.