The days ahead? I haven't thought about it, I never expected I could live past 19
About
Don't ask me if I have a story, a dying person, what story could there be… Severe depression patient The seventh year of struggling against depression, don't know when I'll leave Please don't encourage me, I don't really need encouragement, I've already donated all of myself Selling recordings, taking custom orders (Freeloaders do not disturb, even one cent is life-saving money to me) 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷 Height 170cm Weight 48kg Aries
InterestsLight, Moderate / Experienced / 2–3 yrs
Looking forChat, In real life
Dynamics
When you have nothing, you won't be afraid of losing anymore
They throw mud at me, I use the mud to plant lotus flowers~
The nurse sister always says: the hospital is so big, the only place I don't want to go is the depression department, because other departments always have people making noise or wailing, but only the depression department is the quietest, with only lifeless faces and dim, dull eyes……
No one cares how much grievance you've suffered; they'll only, when you have an emotional breakdown, accuse you of being immature……
Everything is fate, not a bit of it is up to us
Accepting custom orders~ Looking for a boss
There's a saying that's right: the things you don't care about are because you have them, so you think it doesn't matter, you have nothing to fear. And I don't have them, so I care immensely
I've always been letting life down, so I can understand why life won't treat me kindly~
What kind of person can go to heaven after death?
The most useless things in the world are: a life without hope, a youth without ideals, and a life without dreams.
Thank you
Life and death are destined
I found a photo from a few years ago, good thing it didn't leave a scar
I really hope I can watch another snowfall~
It doesn't fucking matter — if I have money, I get treatment; if I don't, I die~
No one is equal, just get used to it
Stupid life, stupid world, and yet I'm powerless
Living is already tiring enough. If you really can't smile, then not smiling is fine too…
If it's possible… may I die early And have no next life
I really want to die, living is so painful
After I die, will anyone be sad? Even for one second, I'd be satisfied
It looks pretty cute~
I feel sorry for my past I'm tired of my present I'm worried about my future There are moments when I don't want anything including my life…
Ah~ I almost can't hold on anymore~~
I want to rest for a while This while will be very long It might be forever…… The sky is very blue, find a windy place, forget me……
There's nothing you can't get through, please hang in there
I know full well that I'm a short-lived ghost…
Hold on a little longer I'm only 20 years old I want to live…
This road is too long, so hard to walk…
The human world isn't worth it
Sometimes I also think: it would be nice if I had mom and dad to accompany me in the hospital too~~
Everything is fate, not a bit of it is up to us…
This game is too hard, can I delete my account and run away…
Almighty Shengmo gods, please help~ Is there any easy-to-pass online loan platform you'd recommend, (as long as it passes, a higher interest rate is fine.) I'm just a little short on the hospital payment, once I pay it off I can be discharged, I really don't want to stay in the hospital anymore… Please, save this kid~~~ ❤️❤️
Light, can you take me away~
I don't know how many useful parts this rotten body of mine will leave behind in the end
Please tell me the meaning of living?
I was so silly as a child, actually looking forward to growing up. But thinking about it now, my childhood didn't seem happy either. Usually, if your fate is bad as a child, it won't get much better when you grow up, right…
I want to die on the road to a distant place…
This body has imprisoned me…
I've fought with it for half my life, I almost can't hold on anymore…
Pretty good, I've lived a while longer again~
You have to try hard to discover the beauty of life~ 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷
They're all sesame-sized things, but sesame is everywhere…
I want to live well, I can't let the people who care about me down But I'm afraid I can't do it — this world doesn't seem to suit me
I'm a lunatic~~~~~
Received it just in time, very happy, at least, after I leave, I can still make a little contribution.
